Oooops! I did it again=(

I am sorry! How tactless could I get??? How insensitive of me!!! I really hate myself!!! GRRR!!! I feel great when I know I hepled someone in my own little way...but now, I feel terrible!!! AS IN!!! It's nobody's fault but mine...It was clearly instructed to me never to let him know, that it has to be for mom's expenses..and what did i do??? I spilled the beans!!! I know (& feel) even though you're trying to hide it from me for me not to worry too much...I know I caused something negative...I'm so sorry!!! I wish I can undo what I just did!!! I am sorry!!! Thank you for sending me a copy of the email...This has been a realization for me all the more...I know now how stressed you must be every month bcoz of mom's expenses...I promise to help in anyway I can...I am now spending doubletime in looking for work...I really feel bad about what I did..And now I pray to God that He shows us all the right path....